Updated: Jan 17, 2021
"I love my roots. To highlight my identity is something to be proud of as it has been denied for nearly a century, and consequently, many people do not know who we actually are. That's why I wear my Kurdish clothes, at least the pants (Shalwar), even when I'm walking around the city in Helsinki."
For the love of homeland and nation, and the desire to serve the people through education, Gewran Goyi finds himself in a difficult situation when he got terminated from his teaching position in Silopi city (Northern Kurdistan). Having known him more than a year before he shared his story to OMA, he was already waiting for the result of his entrance examination to which university would accept him in Finland. To some who may not recognize his real name, but to his friends, acquaintances and colleagues, he is popularly known by his nickname, Sädîq. In 2012, Sädîq remembered so well how happy he was when the Turkish government opened three bachelor's programs in three different universities in his region. It was an opportunity for him and for many other aspiring teachers to push through their masters in education for the length of one and a half year. Although the three institutions were established to serve Kurds, Turkey didn't want to recognize or use the term "Kurdish"and called it a "Living Languages Institution". The study offered an opportunity for the students to become teachers in the future in the Kurdish language. It was a promising academic undertaking that Sädîq has chosen to take his master's degree in Mardin city and set aside his former plan to go to Estonia to pursue his higher education.
"My first teaching work experience in North Kurdistan, in Silopi town. At the age of 21, I was growing mustaches, trying to look old just to be treated seriously by my work colleagues."
It didn't last long, the Turkish government gave up. They didn't approve of the students as teachers. Since 2013, many have struggled to find a job for a living. Only in 2016 when Sädîq finally was hired. Many desperate teachers were waiting for employment. He was so lucky that among the chosen ten teachers, he got one of the positions. Passionate for his love of teaching, he was well motivated and inspired to do more. But not long when he received a notice from the administrative office that his job is ending. With no explanation, he was also asked to pay back all the salaries he earned for three months work. Soon after, all the other teachers were terminated from their job.
It was supposed to be a hopeful time after years of the Kurdish movement demanding the right to use the Kurdish language in educational institutions. In 2013, President Recep Tayyip Erdogan introduced a package of reforms to attract Kurdish votes in favor of his political maneuver to revive stalled peace talks with the banned militant group, (PKK) that has fought for autonomy in the Kurdish region for decades. Turkey considers the organization has influenced the Kurdish people that have affected workers and even the teachers suspected of activists' movement to protect the militant group.
With the arising problems taking place in northern Kurdistan, he decided to find ways to pursue his master's education overseas. He has chosen Finland because he knew statistically that this country has one of the best standards of education in Europe. "Coming here has given me a different perspective on life and studies because of the multicultural environment. It opened up for me the opportunity to discover something new more than I expected, both academically and socially", Sädîq explained.
"I also love hiking in Finnish nature. It reminds me the beautiful nature we have back home in North Kurdistan."
It was not an easy process from the start, but with the help of his fiancée and his perseverance to study the Finnish language, it helped him find and land a job to support himself during his first two years in this country. That gave him the confidence to find his way to strive better as he easily adopts to the Finnish culture.
"I integrated into Finnish society well enough that I love and enjoy berry picking in the forests during summers. I speak almost fluent Finnish, although it has been barely four years that I live here." Knowing to speak different languages such as Kurdish, Turkish, English, Finnish, Russian, and Swedish has given him the edge to find work. It helped him understand his working and study environment better and relationships with international students from different backgrounds. Besides, he can also apply the knowledge gained from the language courses he has earned and his credits from being a teacher.
Preparing for his master's study, he found his preferred courses are offered in Finland's leading universities. Not wanting to miss any opportunities, he took the qualifying entrance examinations in eight significant universities and passed six of them. Considering his interests and concentration, he decided to enroll in the MA degree program in Educational Sciences at the University of Turku (Turun yliopisto).
"My plan for the immediate future is to accelerate my studies. To finish my master's degree, then work full-time for a while, as I am now working as a part-time teacher while studying. I need to earn some amount before I push through to my Ph.D. I probably couldn't afford my study without availing the Oppintolaina or the student loan granted by the Finnish government, to which I'm grateful. Student loans help fund student life, and it allows me to focus on what matters the most – my studies."
Sädîq considers work and study as one of the most challenging experiences one can be proud of oneself. Working while studying can be a great way to make a little extra money and help pay the bills. While it does have its disadvantages, those are usually drastically outweighed by the benefits that it brings.
It may not necessarily be the right decision for everyone, and there's a real risk that spending too much time working and not enough time studying might not achieve the grades aimed. But to know your priorities and to stay focused is essential. Sädîq went on saying that one of the benefits of working while studying is it enhances your resume. Working while studying shows a certain amount of dedication, and potential employers will admire it. It's an edge if employers can see that you had the motivation to work and study simultaneously.
"I love my family, and my father has made a significant impact on my life. He had always supported me, even when I made the wrong decisions. He made sure to encourage his children, especially my sisters, to study and build independent personalities. Since I cannot go to Turkey to visit my family, I had to find means to see them. We arranged to meet in Georgia in one summer. They traveled from Turkey to Georgia, where we spent a wonderful time together for three weeks before I came back to Finland."
When asked about his plans to go back to Kurdistan after fulfilling his Ph.D. degree, his face brightened with a smile. He happily replied, "Often times, I think of the children in my class back home when I was teaching. Each of them has touched me and has played a part in bringing meaning and inspiration to my life's journey. My desire to go back and serve my homeland, Kurdistan, may not be achieved in the soonest time but with high hopes, I look forward to the future when situations are better. Right now, I want to stay focused on my study. I intend to combine teaching and linguistics as my field of specialization and I would love to work as an Educational Counselor someday."
(Above photos from left to right) Photo 1: Sädîq speaks with the Rojavan Kurdish laborers who work in the Turkish pepper fields. Before the war, they were respected teachers, engineers, administrators, etc. Sadly, situation changed and they've found themselves harvesting peppers under 50 C in another country. Photo 2: Picture taken in a Rojavan Kurdish camp where Sädiq and colleagues visited. Just about to eat their lunch, the family insisted on joining them in their meal. As the mother was busy preparing, the little girl wanted to make sure the guests were comfortable by offering her kind gesture. She picked a water container and offered to help Sädiq washed his hands before the meal. He curiously asked the girl what she wants to become when she grows up. She replied that she wants to be a driver to help those who are walking long distances under the hot sun without water. It was an immediate response and an honest answer based on her own harrowing experience as a young child who walked from Syria to Turkey. Photo 3: Picture with refugee Kurdish children from Rojava who came to North Kurdistan (Southeastern Turkey) with some of them who were without families as the elderlies and children were the only ones sent to the Turkish borders to be with their relatives during the ISIS attack. Photo 4: A visit in a Kurdish village in Sanliurfa city of North Kurdistan (Southeastern Turkey). These are Rojavan refugee children who were desperately waiting for a teacher and a school to be set up in their village. Photo 5: Another Rojavan kid whose family work in the crop fields for 12 hours with a salary of approximately 5 Euros per day. Despite the hard way, they're happy, and the boy created a toy for himself.